I walked away, leaving my heart buried in the cave, hidden underneath the crevice. I know it'll be fine without me, because it will be in good company. I just pray that when I come back, it still beats of it's own accord.
As I continue forward, I leave my mind underneath the river bank, under the charge of the current. It will travel far beyond any destination I could ever reach. I just hope that when it reaches the ocean, it will send me a postcard.
I looked back today, and noticed my own footprints.They weren't very deep, or even very noticeable...In fact, had my own foot not been there but moments before I might have not even known. I just hope that they'll last long enough for my pursers will be able to see them.
I stopped in the doorway and breathed, resting as all I ever knew left me forever. It won't ever return...because I won't want it too....
What was the answer again?
I hope I never remember.
I know that I'm not devoid of emotion, It's just that I don't feel them anymore. To be completely honest, I miss a bit of the old days. The angst, the tension, the rebellion. Now, I see how silly those days were, and so...I just don't have them anymore. I spend my days under the trees, in the sunshine...because the dark no longer thrills me.
http://www.playlist.com/searchbeta/tracks#The%20format%20the%20first%20single/all/1
"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times it's so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Concerning Pipeweed...
"You can search far and wide,
You can drink the whole town dry,
but you'll never find a beer so brown,
As the one we drink in our home town!
You can drink your fancy ales,
You can drink 'em by the flagon,
But the only brew for the brave and true,
Comes from the Green Dragon!"
:P
"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times it's so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."
You can drink the whole town dry,
but you'll never find a beer so brown,
As the one we drink in our home town!
You can drink your fancy ales,
You can drink 'em by the flagon,
But the only brew for the brave and true,
Comes from the Green Dragon!"
:P
"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times it's so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."
Friday, August 20, 2010
The concrete calls my name again...
"I'm so glad that the 'Freshman Year' mentality is over and we can all just be friends."
"It's so...yesterday..."
"This is true..."
"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times it's so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."
"It's so...yesterday..."
"This is true..."
"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times it's so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."
Thursday, August 19, 2010
You cover the darkest part of me, with a look that's sure to set the captives free!
“The salvation of a single soul is more important than the production or preservation of all the epics and tragedies in the world.” -C.S Lewis
"I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent." - Jesus Christ (Luke 15:7)
Hallelujah! Behold! Christ has triumphed tonight!
"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times it's so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."
Monday, August 16, 2010
"When life is in discord, praise ye The LORD..."
Time is passing me by, and I have no control over it.
I can see it, but I can't touch it. This is insane! Where did all my power go?
I'm starting to feel like a vegetable, just watching the whole scene without actually effecting it.
Maybe it's a misplaced desire to want to have some influence over my own life, but it's still a natural one.
I want to be responsible for the sweat on my brow...
For the words on this page...
For the glimmer in his eyes...
For the smile on her face...
I want to touch real life, simply so I can say, "I've done it!"
Cuz the day I forget what's real...is the day reality ceases to exist.
Redeem the time.
Real Christians arise, It's time to be men.
Colossians 4:2-6
"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times it's so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."
I can see it, but I can't touch it. This is insane! Where did all my power go?
I'm starting to feel like a vegetable, just watching the whole scene without actually effecting it.
Maybe it's a misplaced desire to want to have some influence over my own life, but it's still a natural one.
I want to be responsible for the sweat on my brow...
For the words on this page...
For the glimmer in his eyes...
For the smile on her face...
I want to touch real life, simply so I can say, "I've done it!"
Cuz the day I forget what's real...is the day reality ceases to exist.
Redeem the time.
Real Christians arise, It's time to be men.
Colossians 4:2-6
"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times it's so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
When I'm in your arms, I'm holding up the sky...
1 Corinthians 1:20-15
This is peace.
"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times it's so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."
This is peace.
"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times it's so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."
Sunday, August 8, 2010
New Favorite
So you're on your own
Looking down the road
That goes only by one name
And you don't need the signs
To see lonely still runs both ways
So who's the fool that would think the ties would be better off undone?
Did you heart heed the warning
When you veered from the path
That was narrower and straight?
On the borderline
Somewhere between that plight for freedom
Feeling like you can't move on
The toll will be the time
Takes you off of my mind
And out of my heart I know
And when you cross over
There's no turning back
Once that burning bridge is gone
I may lose
But I'm in it for the long run
Loving you
For good reason could be the wrong one
I don't wanna lose control
But the heart won't learn
To let well enough alone
On the borderline
Somewhere between that plight for freedom
Feeling like you can't move on
The toll will be the time
Takes you off of my mind
And out of my heart I know
And when you cross over
There's no turning back
Once that burning bridge is gone
So you're on your own
Looking down the road
That goes only by one name.
"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times it's so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."
Looking down the road
That goes only by one name
And you don't need the signs
To see lonely still runs both ways
So who's the fool that would think the ties would be better off undone?
Did you heart heed the warning
When you veered from the path
That was narrower and straight?
On the borderline
Somewhere between that plight for freedom
Feeling like you can't move on
The toll will be the time
Takes you off of my mind
And out of my heart I know
And when you cross over
There's no turning back
Once that burning bridge is gone
I may lose
But I'm in it for the long run
Loving you
For good reason could be the wrong one
I don't wanna lose control
But the heart won't learn
To let well enough alone
On the borderline
Somewhere between that plight for freedom
Feeling like you can't move on
The toll will be the time
Takes you off of my mind
And out of my heart I know
And when you cross over
There's no turning back
Once that burning bridge is gone
So you're on your own
Looking down the road
That goes only by one name.
"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times it's so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."
"There's blood on my hands, and the killer is not my enemy..."
It's an interesting place to be, sitting in the middle of a self-created paradox.
When both sides of the entire world come together at one single pinicale. Meanwhile, all that you love and despise comes crashing together above your head. The fireworks begin to sound, and the waves above your head have already had their own way.When all you can say is, "Just tell the truth..." throwing aside your own desires and praying that the best for all will come about. It's almost suffocating... yet at the same time...you're thrilled at the thought of death.
Escape...
Escape from the confusion, and the even greater the fear.
Until...the air breaks and you begin to float.
There's no possible way you could have gotten there by yourself. Yet you know it's because your prayers were answered. You know that in your most desperate hour, the words to whispered into the dark were heard by He for whom they were spoken. Through the miraculous turn of this complexity known as consciousness, the trial is finished. Your sky is clear, and all of the maze walls have fallen.
It's an interesting feeling, escaping from the very prison you built.
"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times it's so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."
When both sides of the entire world come together at one single pinicale. Meanwhile, all that you love and despise comes crashing together above your head. The fireworks begin to sound, and the waves above your head have already had their own way.When all you can say is, "Just tell the truth..." throwing aside your own desires and praying that the best for all will come about. It's almost suffocating... yet at the same time...you're thrilled at the thought of death.
Escape...
Escape from the confusion, and the even greater the fear.
Until...the air breaks and you begin to float.
There's no possible way you could have gotten there by yourself. Yet you know it's because your prayers were answered. You know that in your most desperate hour, the words to whispered into the dark were heard by He for whom they were spoken. Through the miraculous turn of this complexity known as consciousness, the trial is finished. Your sky is clear, and all of the maze walls have fallen.
It's an interesting feeling, escaping from the very prison you built.
"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times it's so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
"For this reason a man shall leave his father and mother..."
"Perhaps the crescent moon smiles in doubt, at being told that it is but a fragment awaiting perfection..." -Sir Rabindranath Tagore
:)
"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times it's so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."
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