Life is odd...live it up.

Now that I think about it...I always did want to be an elephant...


"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."

Others have excuses, I have my "reasons why"...

I’ve written songs
In the dark, in the dark, in the dark, in the dark
I’ve felt inspired
In the dark, in the dark, in the dark, in the dark
I hide myself
In the dark, in the dark, in the dark, in the dark
Used to be afraid
Of the dark, of the dark, of the dark, of the dark
Those in the light know we die
In the dark, in the dark, in the dark, in the dark

There’s only artificial light here
My flaws hide well here
I used to be afraid of cluttered noises
Now I’m afraid of silence
Fill this space
Idle words

I’m scared to death of light and silence
Jesus kill me inside this
Raise me up to live again
Like you did, like you did!

Now I am mute despite myself
All of them are gone
The silence overtakes me
The idle words forsake me
And I am left to face me

I’m held accountable
For every idle word
Curse the idle words!

I’m scared to death of light and silence
Jesus kill me inside this
Raise me up to live again
Like you did, like you did

Glory shows up
Exposes us
I’m naked here
Forsaken here
By the dark
By the dark
Damn the dark!

I’m scared to death of light and silence
Jesus kill me inside this
Raise me up to live again
Like you did, like you did... 


"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."

"It is done..."

"Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, "Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. ⁴He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."
 He who was seated on the throne said, "I am making everything new!" Then he said, "Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true."
 He said to me: "It is done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To him who is thirsty I will give to drink without cost from the spring of the water of life. He who overcomes will inherit all this, and I will be his God and he will be my son."

Revelation 21:1-7

Dude...I can't wait.


"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."

You wanna know how I feel?

"The moment's magic swept us away...and it's so close...but we're so far away..."


"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."

Joooo hav got 2 tri dis....Iz swanky...

http://www.addictinggames.com/i-dont-even-game.htmla

"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."

My new job is seeeeewwwwwww cool...

"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."

Collapsing in on yourself, and I don't know why...

I let You down again..
I know, there wasn't any excuse.
But it just...happened.

Guess one can blame it on my poor sense of self.
In order to have control something you need to understand how it works...
So in order to have self-control, I would need to understand myself right?

Bllaaaarrrrrghhhhhhh,

In the end, that's what every thought in my head sounds like...conscious, spoken, or not...


Ah well.....I guess I'm just oblivious.



"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."

Young and with no clue, and I wanna love you...

I know I'm just speaking idle words,
but maybe If I believe them
they'll come true.
You'll see me dance on my own grave,
but I don't want to grow too old
a day too soon...

"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."

Blahahahaha!

"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."

Just a perspective...

Tonight...I talked. Probably too much.
But, if I talked too much, that means someone listened more than they should have.

Well...whatever happened tonight...it felt good.







I guess i'm just oblivious...

"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine...

I fished in my yard today,

But didn’t catch a single sound.

Cuz in Indiana,

It’s hard to pull music from the ground.

I didn’t make my quota today,

But oh, what a catch!

My  friends outnumber the stars,

As a matter of fact.

I’ve been trying to get on top,

But the mold won’t fit like that,

We don’t bounce back anymore,

Instead I just fall flat.

So walk into the desert

And leave behind the shore

You can touch the whole wide world

Cuz your shadows stretch that far.

I danced in the rain today,

Sang with the thunder of the clouds.

I sent you the sunshine,

It never stays long in this small town.

I’ve been looking upside down,

Need to get my perspective straight.

I could see from me to you,

If I had a little faith.

So climb the highest mountain,

I’ll meet you where you are.

You can touch the whole wide world,

Cuz your shadows stretch that far.

I sort of lost my head today,

but I found it in your hands.

You gave it back with a smile that said,

You truly understand.

And so I’m left alone again,

With a day’s mistakes to reconcile, 

In the checkbook of my heart.

But then the sun sets with a smile, 

As I stay and watch for now,

The sky grows slowly dark.

You can touch the whole wide world

Cuz your shadows stretch that far 

"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."