Sunday, August 8, 2010

"There's blood on my hands, and the killer is not my enemy..."

It's an interesting place to be, sitting in the middle of a self-created paradox.

When both sides of the entire world come together at one single pinicale. Meanwhile, all that you love and despise comes crashing together above your head. The fireworks begin to sound, and the waves above your head have already had their own way.When all you can say is, "Just tell the truth..." throwing aside your own desires and praying that the best for all will come about. It's almost suffocating... yet at the same time...you're thrilled at the thought of death.

Escape...

Escape from the confusion, and the even greater the fear.

Until...the air breaks and you begin to float.

There's no possible way you could have gotten there by yourself. Yet you know it's because your prayers were answered. You know that in your most desperate hour, the words to whispered into the dark were heard by He for whom they were spoken. Through the miraculous turn of this complexity known as consciousness, the trial is finished. Your sky is clear, and all of the maze walls have fallen.


It's an interesting feeling, escaping from the very prison you built.
















"I get so distracted by some people's reactions that I don't see my own faults for what they are. At times it's so self destructive, with no intent or motive, but behind this emotion, there lies a sensible heart..."

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